What happens to the psyche of students when the school they have been going for a couple of years shuts down? I was pondering that idea this afternoon when I drove by the school I taught for 6 months, New Media Middle School. I know the school was closed but I could not help to feel for the students and teachers I worked with.
The students I refer to had already experienced a fragility to their young lives shattered by life’s inconsistencies, such as broken families. It must play hard on another cruel irony that one thing that was consistent to their lives was their school is now broken and it has now gone away.
Although many of my students would be overheard in hallways or corner of classrooms boasting to their peers saying the school sucked (along with a few teachers) and would love to see the school shut down. I never really took such talk seriously…nothing more than a temper tantrum from a middle school student. On the other side, I would hear faculty discussing the future of the school, always believing a White Knight would rescue the school from oblivion, hoping for the best, but knowing the inevitable closing was just weeks away. Well the White Knight apparently never materialized.
To the young mind, the here and now is more important than what may happen in the future such as the latest video game, or hearing the latest release of their favorite hip-hop artist on their “devices”. Dedicated teachers persevere in the here and now, amidst the noise and clutter of the urban school working to instill to their students a knowledge of the U.S. Constitution, the ideals of Ancient Greece, how to write a complete sentence, solving for Algebraic X, or understanding the Earth’s ecology.
What remains from what I could see through the dirty windows are cords dangling from the ceiling that were once connected to portals of a creative technological learning, to be recycled no doubt in another classroom, in another part of town.
Learning I believe is a two-way street: Teacher’s if they listen to their students may learn that nothing is permanent and change is inevitable..it sucks to know that a school has been shut-down, but hopefully, the students will find a way to forgive the adults that made this happen, and forgive themselves for saying, at least out-loud, what they wanted this to happen in the first place. Be careful for what you wish for, sometimes it comes to pass.